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“It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them.”

Just one day to 2011 and i'm really having mixed feelings about it. 2010 has been a big year for me I guess, so many things happened and im so glad i survived through it. but overall, i really do love 2010 cos it was very happening ;)

over the months through Ups and Downs, friends have been there for me and im super thankful for their care and concern ;) also, i shared joys, laughters and hardship with all my dearies who gave me unforgettable memories that i'll cherish for life. in 2010, on the brink of losing my family, i found the love that has always been hidden in each of our hearts for each other, as well as the unity that we behold.

thinking back, i can clearly remember the times you and i used to share. thanks so much for for being there for me. life was interesting and worth anticipating cos of you :) then attended the first ttennis tournament as the most senior players with avis peiyi and cassandra. first time winning doubles with avis, woohoo! that has always been our ambition :D

had very lively and hyper seat mates who always love gossiping HAHAHA but they were so damn fun to be with ;) not forgetting jeannie and michelle who are the dearest to me in class - i'd have been a really lost sheep without them! of cos, made so many more good friends and found more people to lame with. hehe :) school bombed us with tests, mocks, prelims; but as i always remember, it was for our own good xD so will always remember those lovely teachers who have put in effort to guide us through ;)

I think 2010 has been the year I cried the most, yet live life to the fullest the most! Sail through the hardships like wind in the opposite direction but i still made it to my destination - im fortunate to have the support and help from my family and friends. did stupid things, reflected alot and slowly becoming more mature.

took O's and though i didnt put in as much effort as i should've, its all over now and we're here waiting for results. :) prom night was a blast, first time dressing up (haha) and i even won the lucky draw! (really shocking, my luck has never been good).

so many incidents worth highlighting. but if im gonna pen them down, its gonna be an endless post haha! all memories are like pieces of jig saw puzzles, eventually fixing up to form the magnificent picture of 2010. i didnt fulfil all my resolutions made at the start of the year. and perhaps i may have regretted things i have done, or things i havent done, but all in all its everything that can make this masterpiece vibrant, unforgettable, priceless.

im actually quite panicky that 2011 is gonna start soon and i feel so unprepared, but im sure things will turn out fine. things always do turn out fine. though its true that some times we have no control over things (if its meant to be, it will be), the ways we react will be the prominent subject that will decide the outcome.

will post again soon, have fun on the last day of 2010! till then :) xoxo

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when people think they know me well and start to act like they control my life, tell me what to do and whatsnot, i get really really frustrated. And adversely, i'll retaliate even more.

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Hello earthlings :D happy boxing day!

its been a week and i'm gonna give an update about my life again. :D

One week ago, I went to Sentosa with my family, and some of my relatives. Nothing much actually, we went to explore round the Imbiah Lookout then proceeded to Underwater World! :D I saw these fishes found in the grass and its really cool but freaky! >:(

then of course saw the sharks, starfishes, stingrays, jellyfishes...i like seahorses the best :D saw cute pink dolphins too, i love dolphins soooo much. they are so adorable! heh. We went to Intergrated Resorts and dined at Chili. ate beef unintentionally but it wasn't that bad! :D Though it was a simple day out, I'm happy enough to spend time with my family.

On Monday, went to watch Rapunzel at Yishun's golden village, an outing which junyuan and I have organised (sorta). Those who came were Jeannie Chinbee Jialin Peiyi Kokting Junyuan Zongsheng Yeehang Kaibin. Haha, but I'm a failed organiser! We initially intended to go to NEX @ serangoon but the tickets were sold out! How disappointing :( so we rushed to Yishun and even though we were late for the movie (20 mins?), we still bought the tickets. But the movie was awesome! :D very faerie-airy but still interesting, touching and funny. It's my first time watchin a 3D movie too and I like the effects.

By any way, I'm so glad that Jeannie was able to make it. Been long since I've seen her and she looked totally cool and beautiful with her new hairstyle!

Proceeded back to NEX for dinner at Sushi Tei. Then peiyi and I went home while the rest went for Pool.

Then the next two days I cannot remember what I had been doing (I think I have such a terrible memory!) but I was working on the night and morning shift respectively for the both days. Wednesday was dongzhi, so I got to eat tangyuan. plus my mommy cooked curry for us, yay :D love her! then we watched karate kid at night since my dad just installed the dvd player. I'm so gonna spam movies when I'm free ;)

Thursday was my rest day! At night it was Seoul Garden with 4A people ;D sort of a class outing! Michelle finally came back *I miss her sooo much over the past few days :)* around 18 people came? heh we went to city square mall's Seoul. Sat with Michelle Jialin and Junyuan and it was fun. though I'm not sure if the food I cooked were well cooked...but oh well it was still an awesome trip xD thanks Jingrong for her card and gift from hongkong; thanks Amanda for her present and card.

Friday was Christmas Eve ;D manager gave us a box of chocolates each, haha. then worked from afternoon and left only around 11pm. stupid Junhao and Shuying =.= they kept teasing me, gah! hahaha anyway went home and yippe received Chinbee's card! thanks so much ;)

Yesterday! I was working again cos my family doesn't celebrate christmas :( all my siblings were busy. Anyway I nearly died tending the Service Counter all by myself! But it was funnn cos many people came to collect their Christmas Deli and I went to and fro from the fridge to the counter so many times. Hahaha. MERRY XMAS PEOPLE. (sorry for the belated greetings!)

Anyway one reason why I love christmas is cos we usually spread our love during such festive seasons. i love all the cards, msgs or even just a simple greeeting. Yes darlings, I feel the love! :)

Contemplating on changing my blogskin. :D

Anyway, im working at night so shall spend my afternoon to do something useful!

Buhbye readers ;)

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This is getting from bad to worse, from worse to worst.
And I think, feeling very ashamed, that this is the consequences of my imprudence, of my indecisiveness, of my timidity. But the reasons, the blame are already inconsequential. The crux now is how to salvage -and disappointingly I've no way to do so but to continue to let it slip away from my hand.
Its like snow going downslope. Once you let go of it, the snow will roll itself into a ball and it'll only get bigger and bigger as it goes further. At the end, someone will get hurt.
But I want the best for everyone. So where should I start from?

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The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do. The hardest part is doing it.

Hello earthlings :D time seems to fly huh, it has been one week since I posted and I didn't even realise that! But well, my blog posts are really boring cos they are all words without pictures :( I must make more lively :D haha.

Lets start of with the summary of my week agaaain! Monday I was working from 11am-7pm but was only released at 7.30pm (or so) cos I had to do cashier declaration. Avis was nearby, but what a pity she took the bus home before she managed to see me.

Anyway Zongsheng came too :) he showed me the way to pasir ris since I've always been this road blockhead. Hahaha thanks. I went to Yentzie's BBQ at Downtown chalet thereafter ;) those who came were all his guy friends, excluding Felicia. heh so when I reached, played truth or dare with them. Was asked a very ... question by Felicia, kinda got me thinkin' what the correct answer really was - because actually I don't even know it too.

Lol we proceeded back to the room and chit chatted with them + weixiang ;) Yentzie was feeling damn apologetic that Avis didn't come hahaha. SHE SHOULD HAVE CAME >:( but anyway i left the place at approx 11.20pm and bused home :)

Then the following day, went to health promotion board for dental checkup with CHINBEE :D at the time of our appointment, we were still on the train to Outram. Rofl, super late! But in the end nothing happened la. Then the dentist said must continue to monitor to see if there'll be any impending danger cos I have five baby tooth. :( so many! I hope they remain rigid.

After that, we hopped on the train all the way to NEX. :D my first time going to NEX. I think the layout of the mall is a little messy and disorganised :( but its like an food heaven cos three quarter of the shops are restaurants! omg! Tried Freshness Burger cos we wanted to take a chance to visit Cassandra :D

Food was good, ambience was good and accompaniment was okay-okay. LOL joking. Everything was great. But just then, my friend from my workplace called to say I've night shift on that day! What a bummer. :( so I had to leave early, go home, then went to workplace again. haha.

Wednesday morning went to compass to settle some bank stuffs ;) Mom cooked porridge for me in the morning before she went out cos I wouldnt have my dinner. Yay love my mom to the max. Then went get some christmas cards materials at compass point. and bought stamps! :) gonna send a few christmas cards this time rounddd so look forward to it :) Went to work in the afternoon. Rofl Yentzie and Junhao came to disturb! and got pranked by Yentzie again at night -.- !!!!!

Thursday was my off day ;D so stayed at home and accompanied my mom. Actually not really, was busy surfing the net and reading and stuffs. LOL. but technically yes. Anyway my sister, my mom and I went to HG mall :D helped my mom to find some new clothes ^^ it was a pretty simple day, but still awesome :D

Friday morning I can't remember what happened. haha! but i went to work at night and had my supper instead of dinner again. At this rate, I'm growing fat. Heeeh. Anyway kaibin wanted to come but his work held him up. But thanks for the effort anyway :)

Yesterday was fatabulous, it was such an impromptu outing I should say! Cos peiyi msged me the previous night and asked if I wna go Bugis ;D i've been yearning to go there so i happily agreed. Well so we went to NEX at first. Lol she got lost there! But eventually we met :D and saw shuxian! wanted to visit Cassandra again but I think she wasn't there...plus there was such a long queue so the both of us moved on and trained to bugis straight off. Bugis junction, bugis street and then avis came! :D

Had doughnuts @ j.co together and after walking around. i think we bought alot of things. avis and I bought the same outfit too! (the fourth time doing that) then we went to peiyi's house ^^ well cos I wna get a pair of black shoes and peiyi said nearby her house there's a shoe shop so went to check it out. it resembles school shoe, hahaha but its comfy and nice so im happy ;D

Oh and Avis and I gonna change the same phone then maybe we're gonna get gmask together. HAHAHA. decided not to get iphone anymore :( this phone we're getting (most probably) is chio and the camera is great. I just hope its not laggy or whatsoever!

Anyway what a fruitful week I have :D but I feel like learning something new! perhaps go brush up guitar skills (i only know the fundamental D:), dance or cooking lessons. heeeh but i've no idea which community centres/etc offer such courses now. I'll go check it out someday.

Sadly I haven't been taking pictures so it turned out to be sucha boring post. :( hope I don't bore you guys out! I will upload photos into this blog soon but I gtg now. so stay tuned again ;) and zongsheng, stop saying that this is a dead blog! Its hibernating. HEH. Buhbye:D

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Lol 've been reading through my tumblr.

At a period of time when I was feeling so down casted, I think I reflected alot. But now that my life seems much more easy and relaxed, I think I'm beginning to take things for granted. I don't reflect and ponder so much anymore. And to me it isn't a good thing. It's kinda like I got what I wanted, but I didn't learn how to appreciate anymore.

I'm actually glad that through my life though 've met countless impediments, people around me have always been so helpful. Life has been rather kind to me. Even when I enter the society alone, bare handed, what I've got in return are new experiences, new skills, new and great friends.

So i better start cherishing the things I have, before I regret once more when I lose them.

Anyway my tumblr is dawdlingstars@tumblr.com , if anyone is interested in it :)

many events coming uppp. hopefully can spend some good time with my friends! and not forgetting my family. ;D will blog again! cya!

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Okay so my blog is dead. LOL. and I don't really have much to say?

Have been working for the past three days as a part time cashier.
Haha, I met awesome friends out there ;) and of course some of the staffs + friendly customers! but some of the friends...i still don't know their names. ahahaha. shall go and ask them someday.
urgh a dark side of my job is that the shifts are always so weird ;( its usually a 5hr shift but i dislike working in the aftrnn cos i won't know what to do in the morningggg. but yeappp, its still fun! but sigh, i really don't know why i keep getting short/excess money :/I swear I have been super meticulous in handling the money. though i didn't have to pay up cos there's a cap of $5, its my duty and responsibility to give exact change. i will work even harder from now on ;)

but hehe today is rest day. gotto spend some time with my momma. she was like "so long nvr see you liao!" lol. where got! she sees me every morning and night! :)

ahhh and i can't wait for moreeee outings! have yet to catch up with so many friends! :) now almost everyone is busy working, and i feel that we've kinda lost the meaning of this long break :( but as a part timer i still have loads of spare time to do stuffs i want to do :B so shall go and do some voluntary work! and ttennis!!! (avis WHEN ARE YOU FREEE) and spend time with my family and friends! :D

I've revived my blog. Shall blog again someday ;) Byeeee.

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Heeey readers! Okay I'm gonna recall what I've been doing for the past week xD

This monday was my primary school class gathering ;) Everyone was late, ROFL, except Cyrus waiting :X But I was merely late by ten minutes :( Anyway! we went to seoul garden for dinner. It was generally fun to meet up with all the 'old' friends and just update each other about our life! And this time, the experience to seoul garden was so much better maybe because of the professional cookers around me xD (e.g. Ivan!)

Then we got so bored, we played the monopoly deal we bought from Metro xD Taught the few of them how to play and played like two rounds! Totally tyco for the first round because I was already at the verge of bankruptcy (in terms of bank) whilst we didn't finish the second round xD

My apologies to those who wanted to come but couldn't do so cos of the date. :( but I really did appreciate those twelve who made effort to come! :) though I can't say I have many many fatabulous memories from primary school, it was sucha great feeling to relate to the past again with them and just laugh at the stupid jokes we made at that time!

Anyway, I went back to school on Tueday! Was meeting Mr Raffie to sign my NYAA booklet for umm OBS :x looool I'm glad he didn't mind it xD and thanks Kaibin for helping me check the date of his signature! :D Then as it was my sister's birthday, we had dinner at the Soup Restaurant! It's really not bad, the food tasted good! But omg we ordered too many dishes, overestimation I guess xD

Then for the rest of the week, I've been attending training (Point of Sales - Cashiering course) at Bugis area ;) wooo I made friends there, and the teacher was really hilarious and interesting! So generally I had a great time learning all the stuffs for the past few days xD Though it can be quite complicating and confusing at times, i learn new things everyday! ^^ And to me, the things I learn and the experience I get while working is of paramount importance than the pay I may get. :) sooo I'm glad I didn't back out! But its still an intimidating job because its super easy to make careless mistakes ;( so i must must must remember to be meticulous!

Ohyeh and yesterday night I attended the class chalet BBQ too! ;) thanks mchelle and zongsheng for organising it, tengda and peiyi for buying the stuffs, peiyi amanda and jialin for doing almost all the cooking! i felt as though I didnt really help out ;( but anyway the food was really delicious, i like the hotdog alot xD haha! Okay this is random....xD but anyway hung around with all my friends, especially jeannie ;D and i concluded that it was a success cos most of us enjoyed ourselves, didn't we? :)

Hope everyone is having fun amidst your holidays as well! ;) i'll blog the next time i'm free! and i will upload photos on fb tomorrow prolly? heh ;) we'll see. GOODNIGHTS!

And early merry xmas!